Date: Mon, 17 Jul 2000 23:00:00 -0700

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Well a clear page to describe something that is almost undescribable. First off I have been diagnosed with ms by two neurologists, but it is from the implants that I have this so called Atypical MS. Which means to all the doctors I have now and probably the rest of my life, a disease that I have made up, all in my head. All my sytmoms come from where???? I did not know what ms would be like, but yet I am making up sickness! Interesting. I have symtoms above the waist mostly and my right leg sometimes. My symtoms fortunetely come and go, not get progressively worse. But never the less, it is scarey and frustrating. I get a numbness in one or both arms and hand and fingers. But at the same time a feeling like something is squeezing my muscles in my arms until the pain is quite terrible. Hmmmm something I made up. Then at the same time I cannot really describe to you a lack of concentration and weird feeling in my head. I guess this is something else I made up. It is interesting to me I did not have this before the rupture of my implants. But I guess that is all in my head too. I have many other illnesses along with this, so cannot desifer what is from what half the time. I must conclude this by saying there is nothing so evil as a person, who hurts, turns their back on, ignores, gives that person a lack of dignity and human respect and refuses to believe the sick in the name of their God called money. I was ignorant at one time and thought the medical community to be one of high standing and respect. I now know the truth, and only the survivors of their experiments and profit making surgeries know of the truth. They tell others we are just a few hysterical women trying to scare away women from there wonderful products to make them more attractive and not to worry, they are safe and we are crazy and making these illnesses up. I use to say there were only a few rotten apples in the barrell, now I know the truth there are only a few good apples in the barrell. I hope you find the right apple. About my ms and all the other illnesses I face, I choose mostly to live in denial so I can cope, and I concentrate on the simple things in life which are the most important and give me the most pleasure. By the way stress makes any illness worse. So find your inner peace, let go of fear and anger, I personally have found the Lord and He is what sustains me. God Bless to my fellow survivors and I pray for those considering changing what God has given them.

Love, Charisse 

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Sandy Bussières, Amqui (Quebec), member of I.I.M. inc.

We want to say "Thanks Sandy" for your wonderful work.