He Laughed At Me !!!

He Laughed At Me !

I have fought for years now,

I’ve tried to make you see..

You look at me as if to say,

"Oh wow, another one for me".

I entered your office,

I went with pride.

But, when I left,

I just wanted to hide.

You laughed at me.

Please tell me why?

I cried as I drove,

Who are you?

I thought your goal in life,

Was to help others pull through their strife.

Yet, you laughed at me...

As I tried to show you.

As I tried to tell you.

The sound of your voice

It rose to a higher pitch.

You said I had no choice.

You refused to hear,

You turned a deaf ear.

You laughed at me...

Oh God, how can this be.

You are no DOCTOR !!

Your degree means NOTHING !!

It’s only a factor..

Because if it meant something,

You’d never have laughed...

You laughed at me!!!

Oh God, how can this be.

It has taken all I have,

For now I’ll let it be.

Now listen to me well.

And hear what I have to say.

I will not be kept at bay..

I know the world will hear my cry.

Because I’m so full of fear.

Because I can no longer fly.

Not the fear of dying,

I know this will happen.

But I’m not through flying.

My life was planned,

But you ruined it all.

You stood back and watched me fall.

The flying I wanted,

Was the love of my grandchildren,

Guess what?

I can only love them from a distance,

Because of one instance.

You played GOD,

With all of us..

Thinking you were smart..

You wanted a jump start..

So tell me doctor,

How does it feel?

To be treated as if you were NOTHING !!

It’s not a good feeling is it?

No, it isn’t.

But one day you will have to meet the MASTER,

The one who gave you the degree.

I’d love to see you explain to GOD,

Why you laughed at me.

-------------- Author's Notes --------------

I know that I’m not the only person that is going through this. It seems that at least 95% of us have not been able to get a good and decent doctor that does believe in us. This is what happened when I went to see a doctor that SSI thought I should see. I suffered so much humiliation.. I really did just want to crawl in a hole and die. He even had the nerve to tell me that my blood work was a lie. He said there was no such type of blood work.. What can we do to make the world see that we are really and truly sick. They have seen the blood work but they don’t understand it, and most refuse to dig a little deeper to search for the truth.. They make an ugly remark about it or they tell us it’s all in our heads.. We know that this blood work is true.. I sometimes I wonder if it’s because, they know that they are very guilty.. My biggest question is this: Why did they not put us on ANTI-REJECTION MEDICATION? They give this to others when they do an organ transplant. Why? Because it is a foreign object. They do not want the body to reject it. but did they even try this with us? No !! So what happened to our bodies? Our immune system attacked it.. Now it is destroying us.

Please feel free to print this and share it wiht others. Let the world know..

This is the way that I feel inside, because of one doctor. I know that there are doctors that believe in our cause, but there are so few.