I had a colonoscopy on Friday, June 1... The day before I had to take NuLytely which is the most horrid liquid, to clean the intestinal tract. I could not finish it, because I vomited the last couple of glasses of it. It was ejected from me, the bottom of the toilet was filled with what looked like black coffee grounds. (learned the next day, this is old blood - my

instinct tells me this is from the auto accident on May 25th, the seat belt ripped something). Dr. Kumar was only able to do a partial of the descending colon - because I have an intestinal block. Obviously, I am full of shit! For any of you who have thought that, it is now confirmed :)

I will now have a Barium Enema and exam on Wednesday, June 6th and this will identify the area and depth. Dr. Kumar believes it is from scar tissue from exploratory surgery on my abdomen in 1962 following a major automobile accident which left a 12 inch vertical scar. I died on the operating table during this surgery and was resurrected (I do not call it a Near Death Experience because I was not near death, I was dead!).

In 1962, when I died on the operating table, I had an experience with the White Light and begged to be given additional life for something more I had to do. I promised the White Light that I would do 'anything' for additional life. The White Light kept insisting that the White Light wanted me - but I argued and insisted and was given additional life. I asked the White Light what I was to do for additional life on earth, and the White Light replied, "You will know when you have done, what it is you are to do." Over the years, I have received what I term "divine signs" which tell me "this is part of what I am to do for additional life". I cannot create them, they always come from someone ignorant that they are giving me a Divine Sign.

Now, it looks like I will once again have surgery - if my intuition is correct, I believe the silicone has attached to the scar tissue...so it will be fascinating to see what Dr. Kumar discovers. Dr. Kumar is very interested in Silicone Poisoning. I printed out some research for him. I want to give him more.

So if anyone has any more research on Gastrointestinal Silicone, please send it to me immediately, so I can print it out and bring it to him.

Another amazing thing happened as I sat down at the computer to write this, I pulled out a stack of papers and a postcard 'flipped' out and into my hand! The postcard is from a very, very, dear woman, Rhia Rogers who died on Christmas Eve 1999 of Breast Cancer. I know that I had filed this in correspondence which is out in the garage. Yet, here it is, literally having jumped into my hand! It says, "Dear Jussta, Thanks for letting me know the date of your surgery." Incredible...because this was written prior to my bi-lateral mastectomy in November 1997! I KNOW she knows about this surgery and is watching over me, and possibly waiting for me on the other side...:)

Monday, June 4, I have to have another bit of silicone removed from beneath my right great toe, it popped out the day after the accident probably from slamming on the brakes so hard. The last thing I wanted was to spend time at doctors, hospitals...but God has a different plan. Obviously, I am meant to educate as many as possible...and amazingly, each and everyone, including the nurses have been very open and want to know the truth. So, see, only blessings come when that is all we will accept!

I am getting as much done as possible prior to probable surgery, so my being online or answering email may be very sporadic or non-existent for awhile. I know you all understand. Your prayers and support are most welcome.

Love, Light, & Blessings, Jussta